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HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!

2008-09-14T18:35:00.005+08:00

HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL! :)

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went to chinese garden to see lantern.
this year theme is HELLO KITTY.
gosh! it is damn damn damn cute~
super duper nice.
i really love it!
yesterday, i lost my voice T.T
cos i played TOP DANCER.
it go round and round at a very
fast speed.
when it hang in the air, i was damn
scared, duno when it will go down.
i scream like ... hahaha.
gosh~ my heart nearly drop out.
i want play again =X
candle-playing is a must-play during
lantern festival.

-picture speak more than words-

enjoy viewing :)

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me eating malt candy.

it have been long since i last updated.

cause...

sometime in life,
thing just happened unexpectedly.
i have been feeling,
up and down recently.
don't feel like doing anything.
i'm feeling lost & terrible.

i really don't wish to think but it just come

to me naturally.

how i wish i can leave everything behind,
and go on a trip.

a simple day out

2008-09-05T01:13:00.003+08:00

a simple day out, wif my darlin ame.

we went to orchard party world.
having fun, singing alot of oldies song :)
sing till 630, and is dinner time.
looking for a cheap place to settle our dinner.
in e end, dinner @ cinleisure burger king.
STUDENT MEAL :) $4.50
followed by, neoprint-taking-session.
moments together are being captured :)

not forgetting our darling mar, coming back
this coming saturday night.

missed her much!

2008-09-03T04:07:00.002+08:00

haii...
what should i do? i don't know.
i'm so lost. i jus wan to stay happy.
jus wanna be left alone.

a sad day

2008-09-02T02:08:00.005+08:00

30.08.08
a sad day. meet up darlin ame around 11plus,
thought of going to airport to send my darlin
mar off cause she going to hong kong.
we reached simei shopping mall around 1230,
wanted to develop some photo for darlin mar.
but none of the photo shop open den went to
tamp mall to look for photo shop and manage
to find one. while developing the photos, we
wasted about 20min of waitin time. gosh.
by the time, we reached changi airport, she
went in already. she didnt know that we went
down to send her off cos it meant to be a
surprise. if we giv her a call sayin that we will
be there, she will wait for us. T.T
we r jus late by 5min~
but nvm, hope my darling have a great time.
missing my darlins :)

i'll be there

2008-08-29T05:43:00.004+08:00

recently, i'm crazily in love with this song.
the lyrcis so so meaningful.
how nice if a guy would sing this to you.
gosh, i guess my heart will melt :)

I'll be there - Mariah Carey

You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad I found you yeah
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well it's all I'm after
Just call my name and
I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there

Chorus:
I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
You know I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on

See, if you should ever find someone new
I know she better be good to you'
Cause if she doesn't then
I'll be there

Don't you know baby yeah yeah
I'll be there
I'll be there
Just call my name and
I'll be there

I'll be there, baby
You know I'll be there
Just call my name and
I'll be there
Just look over your shoulder
Just call my name and
I'll be there

2008-08-28T15:20:00.002+08:00

finally holiday le. haha.
recently busying helping out at my new house, so no time to blog.
tonight come home than i blog. now need to bathe and go out to
attend at a talk wif my dad.

woo. tired after blogging

2008-08-22T06:13:00.008+08:00

it have a been week since i blog.
recently busy wif exam. finally one paper is down.
now left wif maths, PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE make perfect :)
hope i can do well for my maths.

tuesday - thursday
day before network & protocol paper.
went to mac in the noon to study wif my darlin AME till evening.
went to Popular and bought
1. new calculator
2. stapler & staples
3. become Popular member
so happy i got myself a new calculator :)

@ night went to WESTCOAST MAC wif jo and his friend
to study till mornin and straight away go for my paper.
although tiring, but much fun we have during our studies.
we eat, study, eat hot fudge, study, play swing, study,
do mornin exercise, play psp, study, eat breakfast and
cabbed to school.
enjoyed :)

studyin hard..

a way to relieve stress after long hr of study =p

when i reached home, i slept from 9pm to 5pm. (20hrs of sleep)
woo. i have a good rest :)

monday
went to sch to study for my paper wif my dear classmates.
study till night time and headed hm.

saturday - sunday
meet up jo and went to...
1. newton food center to eat
den he drive me around to see...
2.e flyer
3.a very dark carpark (when ppl hanky-panky there. lol)
near to East Coast Park. ppl cover their car wif newspaper.
haha. so funny.
3. Changi Aiport T3 (wonderin when i got a chance to take aeroplane)
4. Old Changi Hospital (so scary)
after that...
5. went to Loyang temple there to pray
6. went to E2hub @ downtowneast to play arcade (catched a beautiful keychain)
7. headed to eat MAC breakfast.

a fun day out :)
tq my good fren.

big breakfast

friday
-have my nss interview and project finish up
-lunch wif my darlin MAR @ FC 1
-have my gem test
-went dinner wif weeyou @ NY NY

my darlin & me

our fav...

photos

2008-08-15T00:23:00.001+08:00

2008-08-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

yester after nss quiz, went to watch
"money not enough 2" wif my classmates @ jp.
it is the 3rd time i watch it. LOL.
missed my family dinner cos the movie time
clashed wif it. sad that i cant join cos they
dining at my fav place, SAKURA!

@ night, wake up at around 1am + den start
packin up my room cos is really messy. keep
cant find my stuff so no choice, have
to tidy. i wan faster move to new hse!
clearin for 3hrs and it is really tirin & hungry.
den went to cooked maggie and played game.
den slept at 5am. 10am stil have lesson.

today, went for maths quiz and meet up my darlin
ame up. on e way, i rem that i nid to return shirt to
office den headed back hm to get it, ask my dear
mummy to pass it to me at mrt station so i don have
to run here and there. tq mummy :)

headed to boon keng, return shirt and ame get her pay.
took at bus to cin-leisure, catched meet dave.
my darlin ame treated me to watch cos she own me a
meal for v long time, so i say treated me movie also same.
tq darlin :) brought ice tea and famous amos cookie to cinema.
enjoyin movie and yummy cookie :)

dinner @ pastamania.
shop around @ hereen.
home sweet home.
i enjoyed my darlin accompany.
a nice day out wif you.
and not forgettin my another darlin :)
muacks.
love my darlins <3

2008-08-13T13:21:00.005+08:00

ME :)

today.
handed up my rwp report. finally. havin my nss quiz
at 315pm. scared scared :( hope i can pass. haha.
tml stil have maths quiz and fri stil have gem test.
arghh. sian. free me from exam pls..

11.08.08
went to sch early to study for my nvst.
but in the end, i didnt do quite well for my nvst :(
nvm, over is over. no point thinking about it. haha.
after nvst, headed hm to get some slp cos past few
days haven been slpin well. i got hm around 5plus and
slept all the way till next day 1pm. i didnt even have
my dinner. gosh! i m so pig. hahaha. i feel better after
a good long rest =x after that, done my rwp and went
out for dinner and movie @ jp. watched journey to
the center of the earth. it is a nice movie :)

10.08.08
meet up wif the usual four around 4plus and
headed to nearby Sheng Siong to get our steamboat
stuffs, and we bought crab! lols. although, none of us
know how to cook, but we still give a try. WOO. and
it turn out to be so nice! yummy~ thx to jh and xav.
haha. have much fun that day preparin those food.
we enjoyed the food and wine.
after that, mahgong session. that day, i first time win
13 odds sia. hmmm, duno is good or bad. i didnt
wan to tink so much. haha.
wanted to study that day, but didnt manage to study :(
but i have much fun that day :)

fun day :)

2008-08-11T03:00:00.003+08:00

a sad day

2008-08-10T04:09:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :)
today, stayed at hm to slp till late noon.
until i received a call from my dad.
telling me that he felt very upset after
reading my eldest sms. gosh. the sms
hurt my dad so much.
"PLS STOP CONTACTING MY BF'S FAMILY
or i will cut total connect with u".
OMG. how can she say this to my dad.
jus becos of my dad call her bf jus wantin
to talk to him. AHHH.
my eldest sister is too much! haii.
saddness i what i'm feeling now.
tml den i write what really happened.
now only food can make me happy.
so went to buy alot alot of food.

FOOD MAKE ME HAPPY :)

08.08.08 indeed, a memorable day to be remember.
problem with darlins have resolved :)
meet up with darlins to have a talk.
at first, i'm so scared. i didnt know what to say.
but i know if continue to be silent, the problem
will not be solve. so i pluck up my courage.
we talked for 2hrs, tears jus can't stop flowing down.
i managed to talk my heart out and they understand
and accept me for who i am :)
and i also accept them for who they are.
after being tgt for several yrs, this is the first time
that i felt we three are just so close.
we love one another so much. we ended our talk
by a cosy hug! woo. the feeling is so great having
them by my side again. this time round, i will not
lose them again. NEVER! i will treasure my time
with them. i will cherish every moment we spend
tgt. DARLINS, I LOVE YOU ALL WITH MY HEART.
pls don leave me again cos i really need you all
by my side.

after talk, went to meet up my mum and sis for
dinner @ sakura. then i treat my whole family to
a movie @ JP. we catched "money not enough 2".
it is the 2nd time i watch it, and i cried again.
it is really touching. after show, we walked back
home. i love my family :)

i'm scared

2008-08-08T11:25:00.003+08:00

08.08.08 - olympic
the date so nice :)
i guess alot couple might wan to get marry today
but this month is the hungry ghost festival.
what a waste.
and today 5pm meeting up mar & ame for talk.
i'm so scared. i know i have to face it sooner or later.
i hope everyting will go well and everyone will be
able to speak out what is in their heart.
i willingly to open my heart to them after so long.
i nid COURAGE.

nss practical suck. haha

2008-08-08T10:41:00.007+08:00

bloggin during nss practical.
yus & elv doin the nss project, still cant be done yet.
toopid project! i didnt contribute much to the project.
sorry girls. tq for ur hard work. muacks.
and hate the nss lecturer.
he so mean to us, ask him qn den donwan to
help us. nvm, nxt week last lesson wif him le.
den no need to see him le.
lunch time soon :)

chilling out @ starbucks on monday
durin in e mornin cos there is no
nss lecture. @ starbucks, my dear yusrina
teached me how to blog, creatin pics &
more. below the pic, credits go to her.
thanks dearie for teachin me :)
muacks.

badminton day 01.08.08 wif my bunch
of classmates @ cck stadium :)
havin much fun durin the game.
zen, calvin & yus in the pics.
sadly, didnt manage to take a classphoto.
nvm, there is always next time.
lookin forward for more outing & GENTING
outin (sep holi) wif 'em.

loves,
dict 2A02

more photos will be upload when i'm free :)

KAT-TUN - Precious One

2008-08-06T16:07:00.007+08:00

darlin AME want me n mar to listen to this song. the lyrics is the feeling she wanted to express. sorry that i have been avoidin problem. seriously, i have no idea of what should i do. one day, time will solve everything. if really we cant be tgt again like the past, i'm sorry and thankful for giving such beautiful memories before. both of you will never be forgetten. there is always a place for both of you in my heart.

today poly 50, but some conflicts occur about the members in the team,
because of this, some ppl r upset about it. guys, cheers up!

Precious One by KAT-TUN

Time goes by, we have so many meetings and partings

Here I am, relying on someone’s kindness, I lost sight of something

What do you think of now, all alone at night as you count the seasons past?

Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart

I don’t want to be all alone, it’s so bittersweet

One day, one day you’ll find your precious one

If you look up at the sky, there’s a single shining star

Tell me why, why do we long for love like this?

Ahh… The starry sky is honest, decorating the night with its tender sparkling

Somewhere, somewhere there’s my precious only one

You’re not all alone anymore, you’re not alone

Someday, someday you’re fated to meet someone you’ll love

Before you realize it, they’ll be by your side

Even if a million years go by

We never change, no worries, you’ll be alright

I know you’ll meet your precious only one

One day you’ll find them on this earth, I believe in love

Always

Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart

I don’t want to be all alone, it’s so bittersweet

Somewhere, somewhere there’s my precious only one

You’re not all alone anymore, you’re not alone

Someday, someday you’re fated to meet someone you’ll love

Before you realize it, they’ll be by your side

You’ll be by their side

You’ll meet your only one

Somewhere, somewhere there’s my precious only one

You’re not all alone anymore, you’re not alone

Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart

I don’t want to be all alone, it’s so bittersweet

i m so tired.

2008-08-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

at mac now, cracking my head out to do my RWP. headache.
few more pages to go.
jus now went to causeway to catch a movie, "money not enough 2".
woooo. it is NICE and TOUCHING. i cried when the mother sacrificed herself for her grand-daughter. that show really reflected on what happened in reality life. i m afraid that in future my children will put in old folk home. jus hope that such thing don happen to me :(

comin back to reality, my friendship wif my darlins still not yet solve.
we haven meet up for talk yet. i didnt know what to do now.
jus leave the problem there? when are we going to meet up?..
i'm jus so lost.
lately, haven been slpin quite well and keep havin bad headache.
tml havin poly 50, so scared.
haii. i jus gonna finish my rwp, pack up and faster get hm.
tired tired.

tired day.

2008-08-05T19:36:00.001+08:00

changed a new blog skin.
i still have plenty thing to learn about blogging.
when i have time, i will update more thing about me :)
going for my dinner soon.

aiyos. feelin toopid.

2008-08-03T17:23:00.001+08:00

wanting to make my blog nice and cute, but i duno how.
T.T i duno how to change skin, add tagboard.. feelin so toopid.
nvm. go bathe le. haha.
going for dinner soon :)

a sad day.

2008-08-03T04:37:00.000+08:00

haii. i felt so sad. cos having some conflicts wif my darlings.
friday having my lab lesson, as usual checking my email and read blog.
den read mar and ame blog, den i saw mar write there is no more m.a.r.
i was so stunt and sad.
sms mar, asking her what happened but she keep say nth.
i become more worried, i know sth happened tat y she say no more m.a.r
but y she say nth when i asked.
den i keep ask, finally she say.
i wanted to go for gem cos if don go my attendance will fall below 75% and cant take exam.
but after seeing her sms saying, "..u going for gem, if u going i don tink i will be going.."
gosh. i m so sad and super emo.
in e end, i nv go for my gem cos i really sad and went home.
i didnt know what to do, i m so lost.
cried on my way home. haii.
i didnt know what to do.
worrying that if i didnt go gem, i will surely get debar from exam.
but i really no mood to go for my gem.
indeed, i nv go for gem. stayed at hm sobbing and wanting to stay at hm de whole day
and nt doing anything but stil have badminton wif my classmates at 3pm.
i know that if i continue to stay at hm, i will become more sad.
so i went for badminton & worryin about my gem.
@ least i felt much better after sweating.
i know i have to get mc for my gem.
so went to see a doc after my badminton, and it cost me $40!
so x. consultant $22, medicine $16. ): so heartpain.
arghh..
so sad. so lost.
can someone tell me what to do.

todae, suppose to meet mar and ame up for a talk but mar got sth on so in de end
we didnt meet up.
den i stayed @ hm to emo cos i really didnt know what to do and don feel like doin anythin.
emo-ing in action. hai.
feelin that i have lost 2 important person in my life and yet doing nth abt it onli but to emo at hm.
haii. i hate those feelin.
when slpin, mar sms me askin what i doin. i tot she is free to want meet up.
den i ask y, she say jus askin onli.
abit stunt to receive her sms, but this mean she stil care for me despite quarrellin.
that sms, make my heart melted. we know that we love one another. but...
sigh.

yay!

2008-08-03T04:34:00.000+08:00

oh. this is my first time blogging.
always wanted to create a blog for very long time, but keep don have time to do it.
finally, i created my blog.
i will update more about myself soon.
cause i still abit noob using blog. haha.