Friday, August 29, 2008
recently, i'm crazily in love with this song.
the lyrcis so so meaningful.
how nice if a guy would sing this to you.
gosh, i guess my heart will melt :)
I'll be there - Mariah Carey
You and I must make a pact
We must bring salvation back
Where there is love
I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you
I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name
And I'll be there
I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
I'm so glad I found you yeahI'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well it's all I'm after
Just call my name and
I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you
With an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name
And I'll be there
Chorus:
I'll be there to comfort you
Build my world of dreams around you
You know I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love so strong
I'll be your strength
You know I'll keep holding on
See, if you should ever find someone new
I know she better be good to you'
Cause if she doesn't then
I'll be there
Don't you know baby yeah yeah
I'll be there
I'll be there
Just call my name and
I'll be there
I'll be there, baby
You know I'll be there
Just call my name and
I'll be there
Just look over your shoulder
Just call my name and
I'll be there
Thursday, August 28, 2008
finally holiday le. haha. recently busying helping out at my new house, so no time to blog. tonight come home than i blog. now need to bathe and go out toattend at a talk wif my dad.
Friday, August 22, 2008
it have a been week since i blog. recently busy wif exam. finally one paper is down. now left wif maths, PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE make perfect :) hope i can do well for my maths.
tuesday - thursday day before network & protocol paper. went to mac in the noon to study wif my darlin AME till evening. went to Popular and bought 1. new calculator 2. stapler & staples 3. become Popular member so happy i got myself a new calculator :)
@ night went to WESTCOAST MAC wif jo and his friend to study till mornin and straight away go for my paper. although tiring, but much fun we have during our studies. we eat, study, eat hot fudge, study, play swing, study,
do mornin exercise, play psp, study, eat breakfast and
cabbed to school.
enjoyed :)
studyin hard..
a way to relieve stress after long hr of study =pwhen i reached home, i slept from 9pm to 5pm. (20hrs of sleep) woo. i have a good rest :)
monday went to sch to study for my paper wif my dear classmates. study till night time and headed hm.saturday - sunday
meet up jo and went to...
1. newton food center to eat
den he drive me around to see...
2.e flyer
3.a very dark carpark (when ppl hanky-panky there. lol)
near to East Coast Park. ppl cover their car wif newspaper.
haha. so funny.
3. Changi Aiport T3 (wonderin when i got a chance to take aeroplane)
4. Old Changi Hospital (so scary) after that...
5. went to Loyang temple there to pray
6. went to E2hub @ downtowneast to play arcade (catched a beautiful keychain)
7. headed to eat MAC breakfast.
a fun day out :)tq my good fren.
big breakfast
friday
-have my nss interview and project finish up
-lunch wif my darlin MAR @ FC 1
-have my gem test -went dinner wif weeyou @ NY NY
my darlin & me
our fav...Labels: exam blues
Thursday, August 14, 2008
yester after nss quiz, went to watch
"money not enough 2" wif my classmates @ jp.
it is the 3rd time i watch it. LOL.
missed my family dinner cos the movie time
clashed wif it. sad that i cant join cos they
dining at my fav place, SAKURA!
@ night, wake up at around 1am + den start
packin up my room cos is really messy. keep
cant find my stuff so no choice, have
to tidy. i wan faster move to new hse!
clearin for 3hrs and it is really tirin & hungry.
den went to cooked maggie and played game.
den slept at 5am. 10am stil have lesson.
today, went for maths quiz and meet up my darlin
ame up. on e way, i rem that i nid to return shirt to
office den headed back hm to get it, ask my dear
mummy to pass it to me at mrt station so i don have
to run here and there. tq mummy :)
headed to boon keng, return shirt and ame get her pay.
took at bus to cin-leisure, catched meet dave.
my darlin ame treated me to watch cos she own me a
meal for v long time, so i say treated me movie also same.
tq darlin :) brought ice tea and famous amos cookie to cinema.
enjoyin movie and yummy cookie :)
dinner @ pastamania.
shop around @ hereen.
home sweet home.
i enjoyed my darlin accompany.
a nice day out wif you.
and not forgettin my another darlin :)
muacks.
love my darlins <3
Labels: i guess i should...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
ME :)
today.
handed up my rwp report. finally. havin my nss quiz
at 315pm. scared scared :( hope i can pass. haha. tml stil have maths quiz and fri stil have gem test. arghh. sian. free me from exam pls..
11.08.08 went to sch early to study for my nvst. but in the end, i didnt do quite well for my nvst :( nvm, over is over. no point thinking about it. haha. after nvst, headed hm to get some slp cos past few days haven been slpin well. i got hm around 5plus and slept all the way till next day 1pm. i didnt even have my dinner. gosh! i m so pig. hahaha. i feel better after a good long rest =x after that, done my rwp and went out for dinner and movie @ jp. watched journey to the center of the earth. it is a nice movie :)10.08.08 meet up wif the usual four around 4plus and headed to nearby Sheng Siong to get our steamboat stuffs, and we bought crab! lols. although, none of us know how to cook, but we still give a try. WOO. and it turn out to be so nice! yummy~ thx to jh and xav. haha. have much fun that day preparin those food. we enjoyed the food and wine. after that, mahgong session. that day, i first time win 13 odds sia. hmmm, duno is good or bad. i didnt wan to tink so much. haha. wanted to study that day, but didnt manage to study :( but i have much fun that day :)Labels: tired tired
Sunday, August 10, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :)
today, stayed at hm to slp till late noon.
until i received a call from my dad.
telling me that he felt very upset after
reading my eldest sms. gosh. the sms
hurt my dad so much.
"PLS STOP CONTACTING MY BF'S FAMILY
or i will cut total connect with u".
OMG. how can she say this to my dad.
jus becos of my dad call her bf jus wantin
to talk to him. AHHH.
my eldest sister is too much! haii.
saddness i what i'm feeling now.
tml den i write what really happened.
now only food can make me happy.
so went to buy alot alot of food. 
FOOD MAKE ME HAPPY :) 08.08.08 indeed, a memorable day to be remember.
problem with darlins have resolved :)
meet up with darlins to have a talk.
at first, i'm so scared. i didnt know what to say.
but i know if continue to be silent, the problem
will not be solve. so i pluck up my courage.
we talked for 2hrs, tears jus can't stop flowing down.
i managed to talk my heart out and they understand
and accept me for who i am :)
and i also accept them for who they are.
after being tgt for several yrs, this is the first time
that i felt we three are just so close.
we love one another so much. we ended our talk
by a cosy hug! woo. the feeling is so great having
them by my side again. this time round, i will not
lose them again. NEVER! i will treasure my time
with them. i will cherish every moment we spend
tgt. DARLINS, I LOVE YOU ALL WITH MY HEART.
pls don leave me again cos i really need you all
by my side.
after talk, went to meet up my mum and sis for
dinner @ sakura. then i treat my whole family to
a movie @ JP. we catched "money not enough 2".
it is the 2nd time i watch it, and i cried again.
it is really touching. after show, we walked back
home. i love my family :)
Labels: saddness
Friday, August 8, 2008
08.08.08 - olympicthe date so nice :)i guess alot couple might wan to get marry todaybut this month is the hungry ghost festival. what a waste. and today 5pm meeting up mar & ame for talk.i'm so scared. i know i have to face it sooner or later.i hope everyting will go well and everyone will beable to speak out what is in their heart.i willingly to open my heart to them after so long.i nid COURAGE.Labels: all i need is courage
bloggin during nss practical.yus & elv doin the nss project, still cant be done yet.toopid project! i didnt contribute much to the project.sorry girls. tq for ur hard work. muacks.and hate the nss lecturer.he so mean to us, ask him qn den donwan to help us. nvm, nxt week last lesson wif him le.den no need to see him le. lunch time soon :)chilling out @ starbucks on monday durin in e mornin cos there is no nss lecture. @ starbucks, my dear yusrinateached me how to blog, creatin pics &more. below the pic, credits go to her.thanks dearie for teachin me :)muacks.
badminton day 01.08.08 wif my bunchof classmates @ cck stadium :)havin much fun durin the game.zen, calvin & yus in the pics. sadly, didnt manage to take a classphoto.nvm, there is always next time.lookin forward for more outing & GENTING outin (sep holi) wif 'em.
loves,dict 2A02
more photos will be upload when i'm free :)
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
darlin AME want me n mar to listen to this song. the lyrics is the feeling she wanted to express. sorry that i have been avoidin problem. seriously, i have no idea of what should i do. one day, time will solve everything. if really we cant be tgt again like the past, i'm sorry and thankful for giving such beautiful memories before. both of you will never be forgetten. there is always a place for both of you in my heart.
today poly 50, but some conflicts occur about the members in the team,
because of this, some ppl r upset about it. guys, cheers up!Precious One by KAT-TUN
Time goes by, we have so many meetings and partings
Here I am, relying on someone’s kindness, I lost sight of something
What do you think of now, all alone at night as you count the seasons past?
Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart
I don’t want to be all alone, it’s so bittersweet
One day, one day you’ll find your precious one
If you look up at the sky, there’s a single shining star
Tell me why, why do we long for love like this?
Ahh… The starry sky is honest, decorating the night with its tender sparkling
Somewhere, somewhere there’s my precious only one
You’re not all alone anymore, you’re not alone
Someday, someday you’re fated to meet someone you’ll love
Before you realize it, they’ll be by your side
Even if a million years go by
We never change, no worries, you’ll be alright
I know you’ll meet your precious only one
One day you’ll find them on this earth, I believe in love
Always
Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart
I don’t want to be all alone, it’s so bittersweet
Somewhere, somewhere there’s my precious only one
You’re not all alone anymore, you’re not alone
Someday, someday you’re fated to meet someone you’ll love
Before you realize it, they’ll be by your side
You’ll be by their side
You’ll meet your only one
Somewhere, somewhere there’s my precious only one
You’re not all alone anymore, you’re not alone
Sometime, sometimes the loneliness overwhelms my heart
I don’t want to be all alone, it’s so bittersweetLabels: emolicious
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
at mac now, cracking my head out to do my RWP. headache.
few more pages to go.
jus now went to causeway to catch a movie, "money not enough 2".
woooo. it is NICE and TOUCHING. i cried when the mother sacrificed herself for her grand-daughter. that show really reflected on what happened in reality life. i m afraid that in future my children will put in old folk home. jus hope that such thing don happen to me :(
comin back to reality, my friendship wif my darlins still not yet solve.
we haven meet up for talk yet. i didnt know what to do now.
jus leave the problem there? when are we going to meet up?..
i'm jus so lost.
lately, haven been slpin quite well and keep havin bad headache.
tml havin poly 50, so scared.
haii. i jus gonna finish my rwp, pack up and faster get hm.
tired tired.Labels: hope thing will go well.
changed a new blog skin.
i still have plenty thing to learn about blogging.
when i have time, i will update more thing about me :)
going for my dinner soon.Labels: only seem that avoiding is the solution
Sunday, August 3, 2008
wanting to make my blog nice and cute, but i duno how.
T.T i duno how to change skin, add tagboard.. feelin so toopid.
nvm. go bathe le. haha.
going for dinner soon :)
haii. i felt so sad. cos having some conflicts wif my darlings.
friday having my lab lesson, as usual checking my email and read blog.
den read mar and ame blog, den i saw mar write there is no more m.a.r.
i was so stunt and sad.
sms mar, asking her what happened but she keep say nth.
i become more worried, i know sth happened tat y she say no more m.a.r
but y she say nth when i asked.
den i keep ask, finally she say.
i wanted to go for gem cos if don go my attendance will fall below 75% and cant take exam.
but after seeing her sms saying, "..u going for gem, if u going i don tink i will be going.."
gosh. i m so sad and super emo.
in e end, i nv go for my gem cos i really sad and went home.
i didnt know what to do, i m so lost.
cried on my way home. haii.
i didnt know what to do.
worrying that if i didnt go gem, i will surely get debar from exam.
but i really no mood to go for my gem.
indeed, i nv go for gem. stayed at hm sobbing and wanting to stay at hm de whole day
and nt doing anything but stil have badminton wif my classmates at 3pm.
i know that if i continue to stay at hm, i will become more sad.
so i went for badminton & worryin about my gem.
@ least i felt much better after sweating.
i know i have to get mc for my gem.
so went to see a doc after my badminton, and it cost me $40!
so x. consultant $22, medicine $16. ): so heartpain.
arghh..
so sad. so lost.
can someone tell me what to do.
todae, suppose to meet mar and ame up for a talk but mar got sth on so in de end
we didnt meet up.
den i stayed @ hm to emo cos i really didnt know what to do and don feel like doin anythin.
emo-ing in action. hai.
feelin that i have lost 2 important person in my life and yet doing nth abt it onli but to emo at hm.
haii. i hate those feelin.
when slpin, mar sms me askin what i doin. i tot she is free to want meet up.
den i ask y, she say jus askin onli.
abit stunt to receive her sms, but this mean she stil care for me despite quarrellin.
that sms, make my heart melted. we know that we love one another. but...
sigh.
Labels: jus want to be left alone
oh. this is my first time blogging.
always wanted to create a blog for very long time, but keep don have time to do it.
finally, i created my blog.
i will update more about myself soon.
cause i still abit noob using blog. haha.
